Adulting is hard

Today, I decided all this one-sided crush has to be ended.

Bangsat.

Its hard. I cried tonight.

I really regret that why I let myself to be emotional about this silly feeling towards him. He didnt do anything much, but I want to make efforts for him. Silly me. Its all for nothing. Because from the start, he was never into me. It is only me that was into him.

I am still trying to make peace with my inner self. Accepting all of this is hard. But it is a lesson learned for me.

Rejection is sad. But I also learned from it.

I wish no more one-sided crush in the future... or I wish the next rejection would not be this sad. I can be tougher.

Regards,
Hani