Hello, 2020

I dont need fancy resolutions this year. But I really need to get up to my sense. I really need to lose my weight because I feel really obese and its hard for me to move faster. And my body get exhausted easily. I also need to work out more so my membership gym doesnt go to waste. And I need to pass the civil exam test and become a civil servant. And the most important thing that I need to love myself more, forgive myself more, so that I can give love to others. I dont ask much but I really want to start a serious relationship with someone this year. I dont feel like I am being chased by the deadline, but this loneliness is killing me. My friends, my coworkers, my families, which keeps me alive. And also coffee. I also need to be more effortful with my cooking (aka risoles) so that I can start selling them to people.