Thank you for showing me your vulnerability

I love you baby, i love you so much. Those words that we convey after we cry in front of each other. Last night, its the first time I saw you crying that much, I've seen you crying before but not this long. There's only one thing on my mind seeing you cry, I really want to hug you at that moment, unfortunately I cant, I can only see your eyes through the screen. It is hard, but you and I have to stand strong overcoming this moments. 

I hope in the next near future, you are not afraid showing me your worries, your sadness, your vulnerablity in front of me baby. It really hurts me a bit when you said you are hesitant to show me all of them because you are afraid I'll leave your side if you do those things, I wont, baby, Insha Allah.. when I say I'm ready to be with you, I accept all of your part, not only the good part, but the not so good part as well. I was also stunned when you said you are so worried when I often say I got headache, because you dont want bad things happen to me and I just realized how much you love me. Thank you baby. 

Insya Allah baby this moments too shall pass, dont worry and dont put pressure on your shoulder too much, share those burdens to me as well, thats what partners are for, I'm here for you not only for the good things, but the not so good things as well. I may not be much help for your problem or worries, but I can be your number one supporter and tell you that those problems are nothing and you are way bigger than them. 

I love you always, ayang ❤️