Oh God please give me my s/o

Late night alone at my place, i just finished my tennis training session. I was exhausted and so starving. So i made a ramen bowl. After devouring my ramen bowl, suddenly that sadness hit me out of nowhere. I really miss that affection coming from your significant other. I really need that validation from somebody special that can boosts my confidence. 

Sometimes its really hard being single when you are alone in late night and you are imagining all the overthinking. Its hard. So i cried. A lot. Adulting is really hard. That time when i cried and really needed somebody to talk to, too bad all of my close friend are not in the moment. So i cried. Alone. Its hard. 

I miss my family. I need somebody to lean on. Somebody special. Somebody that can give me validation at any given time. Somebody that always supports me whatever the circumstances are. Somebody that loves me at the fullest. Oh God... please send me someone special. I am so grateful for everything right now. But when late night comes, its hard when i feel alone... and lonely.